December 2009
83 posts
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“Long chats at the Hawthorne household define my very existence, I feel. Those couches, fuzzy blankets and big wooden sleigh bed know a whole lot about me.”-Allie Morris
I hope you understand how incredibly honored I feel to be one of the few who really knows you, Al. I honestly feel blessed to have you in my life. And lord knows I never use that word because of what it implies. (No...
NOISES
I resent how I annoyed I get when you do something displeasing.
Jasmine
I will be on skype in a hot minute, jim, dina, mikayla, and james just called from Australia. See you so so so soon!
Busy Day
Happy Christmas eve
I’m going to be a better friend, daughter, granddaughter, and girlfriend today.
You all deserve better from me, so thats what I’m going to be, better.
Do it to it.
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All better :)
oh man oh man oh man…I have the worst feeling in the pit of my stomach. I’m being really paranoid and I hate it so much. whywhywhywhywhywhywhy
breathe.
Alright, I opened one too. Twas curious →
Peter Pan
Mrs. Darling: There are many different kinds of bravery. There's the bravery of thinking of others before one's self. Now, your father has never brandished a sword nor fired a pistol, thank heavens. But he has made many sacrifices for his family, and put away many dreams.
Michael: Where did he put them?
Mrs. Darling: He put them in a drawer. And sometimes, late at night, we take them out and admire them. But it gets harder and harder to close the drawer... He does. And that is why he is brave.
You
are such a fucking liar. Thanks for waking me up so sweetly with your harsh words. I haven’t spoken to you since last night. I’m sorry I’m never happy around you but I just can’t get over how much pain you’ve caused me. You think that buying me things mean that you care about me? LOAD OF SHIT. Things will never be better until you acknowledge what you’ve done....
Alright
I’ve got my cozy flannel on and am about to go downstairs and fall asleep to Peter Pan.
Goodnight, all.
Went to the dentist this afternoon
while I was waiting for assistance at the front desk a woman that was behind me randomly said, “I don’t see any religious Christmas decorations in here…tisk tisk tisk.” I was uncomfortable but replied, “Oh…yeah?” she continued “yes, you can’t find anything christian in the holidays anymore, anywhere.” I just ignored her. Is that wrong? oh...
She was a girl who knew how to be happy even when she was sad. And that’s...
– Marilyn Monroe (via misswallflower) (via suzywire)
There is nothing like returning to a place that remains unchanged to find the...
– Nelson Mandela
My laundry smells so sweet.
Jules
I love you. You can do this. You owe it to yourself. You are such a beautiful person, and those things that you so desire detract from you. I hate them for that. Don’t let this swallow you whole. Focus on all the things you have to offer the world. Which if you weren’t already aware, are an endless amount of things. Your talent, your charisma, your creativity, your motivation, your...
I want to re-do my entire room. Paint and all. I’m going to start getting rid of shit. Now.
As of 10:00 AM this morning
I am done with my first semester of college. Time to pack and go home.
I feel empty.
I hope I’m not, but I can’t help but thinking sometimes that emotion, expectation, motivation- has been fleeing from my being since the moment I realized that everything is wrong.
I feel undeserving of most things in my life, even the possibility of things. Ask me why I felt that way and I couldn’t tell you. I’ve realized recently that I did a very good job of numbing...